Kaits Cleaning

In the depths of the night I can’t help but wonder,

About this new soul who’s arrived, making me grow fonder.

The pain I’ve survived through the heartbreaks from the past,

Have forced me to be skeptical before jumping to fast.

These walls I have built, finally have strong foundation.

Is it okay to build a door, and open it to a new creation?

What will tell this time, is it time again?

Or is it going inside, for a moment of zen.

Is it taking a chance, on something new?

Or releasing the pain, I’ve held on to.

I can’t move forward, if I don’t take the steps.

But this bubble I’ve formed, comes with great depths.

Why must it be so hard to trust,

Why have I been hurt already this much?

I can ask the questions over and over,

Or I can take the leap, and change the order.

For now I’m open to the possibilities,

But I’ll protect my heart before I leap.

So bare with me, self… I’m going this way,

I’ll proceed with caution, but I can’t stay.

This comfort I’ve built for myself here,

I can’t stay forever, I must escape my fear.

The only way I can do that, is to face it head on.

To merge with loves rhythm, and dance along.

If I fall again one day, I know I can take it,

Life wouldn’t be fun, hiding under this blanket.

Spreading my wings, is what I’m meant to do.

Flying forward to see the world, from a different view.