Kaits Cleaning

I haven’t wrote a blog in way too long. I’m not even sure where time has gone. Nine months flew by in a blink of an eye, and soon I will hear my baby’s first cry. She’s got her mother’s nose and her daddy’s lips, let’s just hope she don’t get her mamas hips. She’s going to steal so many hearts, I’ll stay connected to her from worlds apart. I can’t wait to hold her in my arms, to feed her, play with her and keep her warm. She’s going to be my everything, I’ll keep her safe upon my wings.

It’s been a journey, getting here. Soon it will be worth all the tears. Life will make sense and fall into place, as soon as I see her little face. I’ve been broken and lost, trying to find myself. Sanity was hiding between the dark cards I was dealt. I had to stay strong, portraying false happiness, until it had turned real and my soul was kissed. The self work that was needed through lonely nights, have strengthened me remarkably, I’m ready to fly. Love cannot hold me here on the ground, for I’ve fuelled my soul with the self love I have found.

It’s hard to understand why things work out how they do. But if you don’t give up, life with reward you. Everything you go through will be worth the pain, it’s all a part of life’s twisted game. Nobody knows why it is what it is, it will break you, and make you, since you were a kid. Each path is different, don’t even start to compare. Your path is unique, so start peeling layers. Nothing worth it is easy, that much is true. The end game you seek is entirely up to you. Make your choices wisely, know who they are for. If they aren’t for you, who are you living for?